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Dear Diary,
I met someone today. I know what you
are going to say, "Not this again." But, yes, this again! Meeting
someone new, getting to know them better than they know themselves, falling in
love with them because of the silliest reasons and then winding up with a heartbreak
sooner or later, again because of the silliest reasons and the vicious dating cycle
continues. Nevertheless, like every time, I'll say, "I think he's THE
ONE." You'll silently roll your eyes at me because this is like the 12th
THE ONE. I'll pretend to not notice when deep down even I know what I'm doing
is worthless. But, at least I’ve still got this magical feeling called HOPE.
So, about this guy & about today! I have
known him since the past couple of months, but only today did we actually talk.
He's the librarian at the usual City Library I visit every week. We used to
exchange “hi, reissue or new issue and thanks, bye” to each other every week.
But, we got to talking today & it turns out, we have a lot in common. He
knows my taste in books & so when he asked me out on a date, he did so by
quoting one of the characters from the book I had recently read. I thought that
was cute. So, I went ahead and said yes.
Our first dinner date was at a little
place close to the beach which is usually my first date restaurant. We talked & ate & laughed. While the dinner went smoothly with each of us asking the questions which we both probably read off of a Google article ‘What to do
and what not to do on the first date.” Anyway, we got to know each other a bit
while cautiously avoiding the past, focussing on the present while talking
about the future. But, the actual pleasant talks began once we left the
restaurant. We started walking on this perfect little street; not too crowded & not too lonely. One side was a lane of bungalows with all these trees with
flowers on their garden. These pink flowers hung just so perfectly that
they were halfway on the street & halfway on the inside of the Bungalow garden
making the lane studded with pink flowers & yellow leaves in a beautiful red
carpet fashion. While on the other side of the lane there’s just a wall & across that wall, there is the beach playing the Sound of Waves for us.
Even after being silent for a while,
he didn’t ask me whether I was fine or whether there was anything bothering me.
Just by looking at me, he knew that I was happy in that moment.
As we walked close to each other,
our hands became the first ones to attract each other like magnets. Our hands
knowingly and flirtatiously swished & touched until they finally
embraced each other. It was the first time we held hands while walking on nature’s
colourful carpet while listening to the waves on the other side. Soon, he
decided to end the silence and asked me, “What are you thinking right now?”
Without second thoughts, I answered, “It is just magical and purely blissful
listening to these waves when I cannot even see them. It’s all just a
one-minute action. Waves running to the shore, hitting the shore & then going
back to the ocean. Then there’s another one & then another & that just
continues like clockwork. What really intrigues me is the moment between the
waves. The time when one wave has just reached the shore & the other one is
on its way. There’s the anticipation of the new wave settling in and the
happiness of the earlier wave right at the surface. I think that peaceful
moment in-between is just precious. It’s like I can live in that peace my
entire life. It’s like that one-minute moment of peace & solitude could last
forever.”
He was the kind of guy who wouldn’t
interrupt me when I was saying something with so much dreams in my eyes. I
didn’t need to talk quickly in order to finish everything I had to say. I took
pauses where required, I stressed on the words that needed to be stressed on. I
talked about the magic of waves like I have some magic in myself & everything
around me. He listened silently & he imagined everything I said. He didn’t
listen to come back with a wittier response. He listened to actually understand
me. So, I smiled at him after telling him what was on my mind & asked him
what was on his. And somehow, even though I had begun with no expectations, he
opened up too.
He said, “I suppose what waves are
to you, time is to me. You see how wonderfully & also chaotically time works?
We have been walking for about 25 minutes & yet it seems like only 5 minutes
have gone by. I suppose when we are with someone we like time goes on quickly as every moment matters. When we are with someone we like, time seems to
stop still while actually it goes by faster than otherwise. While we kept
talking on the way tonight, we felt time stop while we truly unravelled what
was on our minds. Isn’t it lovely, like clockwork too?” We again smiled at each
other because we both knew this was something else. No first date ends up with
both the people having such conversations about their deepest thoughts & wonders.
By that time, we reached the beach.
There was sand beneath our feet, stars above our heads & magic within us. We stood close facing each other. One wave had settled, the
other was on its way & time stopped still. We found our one-minute of peace.
Our bodies touching each other, us looking deep into each other’s eyes. With
the anticipation closing in, so did the distance between us & we kissed. Our first kiss in that perfect moment of peace & standstill of time
when we were magic in the middle of it all. It was a first, but it felt like
none of the other firsts I ever had. It was truly magic.
Until next time,
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